It's a Grand Valley Day

Yup, and I feel orange today. Not sunny yellow, not blah gray, not vibrant red. I feel mellow and muted orange. I don't really feel that well today, but I feel well enough to exist in the present moment that I am demanded to exist in. I could curl up and sleep though which, when I finish here, I think I will (they have nice couches in kirkhof - real nice!).

Math was ok today (felt kind of orange). Monday was terrible. I had to apoligize to my math partner today for my behavior on Monday. Last week I cried in my math prof's office (Well, it wasn't exactly about math, but maybe aggravated by math. Yes, that's it.). I have a math test next Monday. Friday Math is cancelled. Math is a series of ups and downs. I don't know whether to cry or cheer.

My right thumb has been twitching strangely today.

My last presentation will be given at 3pm today. This is midterm week ya' know. Then I'll be done.

I forgot about an observation that's due today. I'll have to turn it in late. I tried to make a last ditch effort to do it, but schools are doing MEAPs right now and can't have observers. It's my own fault I missed it.

One more thing. I decided to be friendly again today. I try to do that every once in awhile. I said "hi" to three random people on the way to class. I got a return smile, but no return "hi"! What if I just wanted someone to say "hi" to me? Then I was bitterly disappointed.

Thankfully, I feel orange today and I was amused by it rather than bothered.