Saturday, May 21, 2005
Today has beena pretty busy day. I've had to see a lot of people today. Normally that's not a big deal, but I saw a lot of people I haven't had to see in awhile. Not that I don't want to see them. It's just the part of my life I am taking a break from. Yes, I'll have to face it again soon. I realized how much I don't really fit in with so many of the groups I am associated with. I don't have the roots and therefore the connections that these other people have. In a way it is good because I have always felt the Lord wants me to travel, or move, or something. In another way it makes me sad because I am always alone. I can be in the middle of a crowd and be alone. I know that I have a unique call on my life that requires of me more and differently than others, but will I always be alone? I don't understand. There is so much I don't understand.
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hi. i was reading your blog and i just want to say that i echo your feelings. i really feel that way sometimes, as though i always am going to be alone. i mean i know that i get my ups from friends and from students and just from people around me but then i know that i must face being alone again, and when that time comes, i just feel like i have to adjust again to being on level ground. now, i know for certain that that is what God is teaching me. it can still be lonely though i've had to go through it several times. but God can make it a good experience each time. anyway, steph, take care. :)
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